Au Revoir...

those two words that marked my head and broke my heart the last time that we've been together. it was you who said that words. both were hurt(i just don't know). i guess all the fun, sharings, laughters, and tears that we shared needs to be gone. including all the memories that we have. it was a difficult decision. but i didn't have a choice. i need to decide just to make the other happy. i cried and wept for days and nights when you left figuring out how and why it happened. but as what they usually say "there's a reason behind everything...", and so i leaved it as it is and was trying to move on. the other day you sent me a message of apology hoping that i've moved on. the next day we sent each other messages... it feels good really that here we go again just like before. i'm all over and it's done. another day for us. we just laughed for what had happened though our heart aches. this is how life works and test when it comes to what they call "love"...but the question that lingers me how can my "loved" one do this to me?! deciding on things that im supposed to decide and giving me option w/ no choices at all...hope i'll be able ot figure it out sooner or later.